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I, a composer Feeling at my best Is ready for success
I sit at my keyboard Laying sheets in front of me Pushing white and black buttons carefully
Noises rose from the keys Playing sweetly as I decide to summon Either a symphony or requiem
My heart is at content As my fingers hitting the keys With the magic burning inside of me
Simply pouring like april rain My music of grace and despair For my audience and I to share
HeadlinerHeadlinerHeadliner
The crowds are screaming and going wild Anticipating for the headliner to show One hour and fifty-eight minutes go by Two more to go
Banging against each other Flipping one body over another The girls are crying
And the boys are dying
The lights go dim It's time to get louder Four silohettes appear From behind the curtain
They take their places Where they belong It's time to start the show It's time to go on
But there is one missing? How can this be? When out of nowhere The hear
Ancients and InnocentsAncients and InnocentsAncients and Innocents
A gapping hole is waiting for me With two doors rusted with age Leading me to enter another realm Where the living is not common to be found
My footsteps covers the charcoal ground One by one, echoing loud and clear The wind is whistling throughout The homes of the ancients and innocents
Two big trees caught my eye One with fall colored leaves And one weeping green tears Over a stone reading Farewell dear child
You will be missed
I kneel down in the loose soil with The scent of the ancients and in
Is It My Fault?Is it my fault, I want to die? Allow the anguish to uprise? Hoping that one day the sun will shine Giving me a new look to what was once divine? I need a sign that things will be fine Giving me enough time to say goodbye Then up to the heavens where I want to flyIs It My Fault?
Angels are singing to me While I play my requiem The saints are praying for me Before I'm off to be condemned
I though of it real hard While I was tracing over my scars All pain that was eating at me I want to see in front of me Another chance to be better than ever I was nev
Spirit whispererAs I sit here, writing in this book full of shadows, silently listening to the screaming cries of those who have died, I think. What is the meaning of all this? As I rest here below the surface, just as they do I say, Is this really what we are all destined to be? To rot beneath the soil we once set foot And have built upon.. To be pushed back below,Spirit whisperer
Back into Gaia's womb..
This is all we are destined to be..
Some of these cries seem louder than others Asking for help, dying to be set free from the soil's grasp Wishing to be pulled from their filthy g
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